Amazing how the blogs work.  You work like crazy to compose thoughts for others to read, hoping that somehow you hold their interests.  Then you start to slow down.  The well gets low, you have nothing left to say.  You visit a few of the old sites that you used to frequent, just to check up on everyone, then you stop altogether. 

So today, six months later, I took a look again.  I went to view my own site and it's amazing to be able to go back and try to understand my frame of mind at certain points in time.  I finally got it today, the blogs are moments in time, a picture drawn by me, of life at that point in my life. 

I can actually be on the outside with everyone else, and take a view at who I am.  I wasn't prepared for this, me being one who hates mirrors.  So once again, I will spend some time here and see there time takes me.

I only wish that you had more time to give to me.